Sunday, October 30, 2005

Eerie or not?

I had quite a sumptous dinner tonight. It seemed like the last dinner or something before I go back to school tomorrow. Argh! I dread going to school, especially for a 8am class! And for a what? Health and Lifestyle class? Ha! I hope there is nothing to do with primary school Health Education with all the food pyramid and idunnowhat. Teach us how to have a superb figure or how to make our bones grow (I wanna grow taller) lah. So I have wasted 1 full month of my holidays and I don't feel happy about it. No job, no money, no new clothes. I'll have to wear almost the same clothes to school again. Eeeew! Yucks! But crap. I hope school will be fun this sem. Please. Ok so now I'll say something that quite freaked me out. At 12.45am on 29/10/05 (Sat), I heard a pretty loud bang outside my place. I ignored it because I thought it was some movers unloading furniture and they dropped them. But it was 12.45am. And besides I was on the phone with my boy. Not allowing my mind to wonder further, I continued surfing the web and stuff. Then I heard commotion outside from my room. I walked out and saw my parents looking out the window. I asked my mum what happened. "Aiyo another car crash leh! That day also like that. SAME PLACE SOME MORE. The bang so loud you never hear ah?" "I heard leh. But I thought was something else." It's kinda hard to explain in words. Show you an illustrated pic of my view. That blue cross is where I was, up on the 4th floor. Obviously from where I was, I couldn't see things clearly. Then I saw my parents getting out of the house. They went downstairs. And I was left alone upstairs. For that 45 min at home alone, I felt scared. No idea why. I have had a bad experience and I'm still traumatised. Sometimes when I witness accidents, I tend to act not-normally. There was once I witnessed a taxi gotten banged by another taxi at its butt. The impact scared me and I squarted down, covering my ears. I only gained some calm after awhile. So ya, very traumatised. Back to pic. That yellow thingy is the car lah. I saw the fences (dots) rammed over. By the way, the car is drawn upside down. Cos the car OVERTURNED! Then how come got only 1 wheel? Cos from what my mum told me, the 2 front wheels came off! My mum overheard some uncles downstairs talking and they mentioned that the injured was a young lady WITHOUT a driving license! So well, she was sent to the hospital. She's gonna get into some really deep shit. My mum then told me about the other accident that occurred at the same place on Monday morning. How freaky? And the fences were rammed over as well. "The fences just fixed up today then that car knocked them over again. Aiyo..." said my mum after that overturn-accident. Then have you ever copied down the car plate number of any accidents? My dad did and he bought 4D with that number (8359) and guess what? 3859 came out 2nd prize lah! (Go check Saturday's 4D if you don't believe) He won a little only cos he played iBet or something. Don't ask me what is iBet cos I have no idea. I think its like you buy this number, and as long as the 4 numbers appear, but in random order, you still win a bit. Eg you buy 1234, come out 2413 also win. Haha I don't know lah. See? Eerie or not huh?

Thursday, October 27, 2005

We are singing Divas!

I detest the blogger image uploader! It either takes too long to upload the photos or it doesn't upload anything at all. But anyway, this post should have been posted a long time ago. And I'm in the mood for blogging now so ya, I'll do it now. REL met up on the 13th of Oct, Thursday, for a KTV session at KBox. And did you know it's the 1st time Beibei and I went karaoke with Eileen? That pig never seemed interested in singing before. I was so damn excited that day ok? It was a long time ago since we met up all together, that's why. And I was late some more. My bad. Anyway, we went to KBox @ Lot 1. We settled into a room with 2 tvs, obviously 1 big and 1 small. It was seriously unnecessary for 2 tvs when they could have just replaced them with a bigger 40-inch tv instead.

KBOX

Our butts were greeted with a sofa like this:

Kbox sofas are pathetic!

Horrible! Torn and tattered. Very uncomfortable leh! I like to feel at home when I'm karaoke-ing. I feel at home when I cross my legs. I crossed my legs, and my feet touched the texture of the seat, I didn't feel any home-ly feeling. Obviously KBox doesn't want their customers to feel cosy. Yucks! I can't remember the first song we sang. But I knew I was the one hogging the mike. Most of the time at least.

I'm hogging the mike

Until Beibei damn sian to hear my voice.

beibei sian 1/2 "That chel ar... always take the mike. Siannnnn... When then my turn??" Finally... Finally!!

leen's turn to sian Then it was Eileen's turn to feel sian.

now u smell it Now you smell see it...

now u don't Now you don't. (Oh and yes, that white phone was mine)

hmmm... I saw a version of this mtv changed totally to something not-for-kids. 你出现在我湿的每一夜 (ni chu xian zai wo shi de mei yi ye = you appear on nights when I'm wet) Ok it's censored here. Image hosted by Photobucket.com Me and Eileen. (Stupid fringe! I look like boy not?)

Image hosted by Photobucket.com Beibei and me. I love her shoulder can?

Image hosted by Photobucket.com Because I think that Kbox staff damn arrogant, I didn't ask them to help us take a photo for us. And self timer turned out fine.

Image hosted by Photobucket.com Yeah! REL @ Kbox. I love these darlings......

One more thing!!!!

Image hosted by Photobucket.com BYE BYE Samsung X430!

Monday, October 24, 2005

Pointless

There will always be a point in life where you feel totally lost about everything and you feel like crying over no reason at all. That's what I'm feeling now and it's not exactly a good feeling. Something inside me tells me to relax and pretend nothing happened. But the fact is that these things DID happen and nothing can change it. I can't possibly pretend everything is so fine and I have absolutely nothing to worry about. It's fucking NOT possible! Problems come after problems. When you think that 1 is finally solved, another surface the next minute. Endless! I know I've tried my best to understand and have tried to salvage everything. But then... fruitless. I figured throughout my life, I have never once pushed myself to work harder, be the best and get the best. That's why I fall easily and I can't pick myself up as easy as said. At least I know I have friends who care. And most importantly, my boy who has always given me support. Read title. This is a pointless blog.

Monday, October 17, 2005

This is so worth to blog about

You can never believe how freaking lucky me and my classmate can get. Let's start from me first. This morning, 5.30am, I stayed up to give my boy a morning call cos he has to *sob* go *sob* to KL *sob* for a school trip to go see *gasps* buildings. Like what for?? Singapore no buildings meh? KL buildings very nice meh? Aiya, it's his course lah. So anyway, I woke him up and said I will accompany him talk on the phone while on his way to school. But I dozed off! And so I couldn't send him off. I dozed off, yes. And woke up late for my IS enrolment. It was supposed to be at 8am. I woke up in sweat at 8.40am because of a freaking nightmare. (I dreamt of a rat running about in my house. But for no reason, it transformed into a cute little chick with a red neck tie but I was still afraid of it cos I felt as if the rat possessed it. And it was attacking me! I get weird dreams.) Then I logged into NPal and realised there already wasn't much to choose from. I called Syahriah and Carol and then decided on Health/Lifestyle. I stayed up from then till now cos my mum called back saying she took half day leave. It will be terrible if she sees me sleeping in the noon. Then Carol sms-ed me saying that she got into the same class as me. Lucky not? Class number: 2315 Module: Health/Lifestyle Time: Mon, 8am - 12pm Lecturer: Some indian lecturer It was Syah's turn to enrol at 12pm. As well as Chai Fong's. I told them what class number and stuff so they can try to get into the same class as me. Fortunately, we enrolled into the same class!! I tell you, usually IS enrolment we will be left with very little vacancies for each module. But when Syah went to enrol, she saw 4 vacancies for my class. Thus, she and Chai Fong got in. Damn lucky right? I never felt more happier to do IS enrolment. Now I have 3 friends in my IS class. It will be great if everyone in tt02 joins us. I am so sleepy now. Missing my boy quite a lot. He'll be back only on Wed night. I know, only 3 days. I'm just not used to him being away. *sob* Meanwhile, something to show.

It seems that people in my family are starting to lose weight. My mum has lost 4 kg in 2 weeks. I'm so proud of her! She's on a diet meal currently and on a mission to lose 6.5 kg in a month and she'll get back her money that she spent on the diet meal. Good deal hor? And for me, I eat only 1 meal a day cos I sleep at 5am, wake up at 3pm but eat dinner at 9pm. But today exception, I slept at 6am, woke up 8.40am and ate at 11am. I took my weight after I ate. 37.4 kg leh! That time I said what? 37.6kg? Haha it goes up and down all the time. Hmmm... I apologise for my hideous looking feet. And yeah, I'm wearing long pants at home cos the weather is ccoo.. coo.. cooolllldd......

And I guess I still have to take a nap. I wouldn't want dinner to be inedible later as I'll be cooking.

Friday, October 14, 2005

Instead of sleeping, I'm doing

this. I've actually seen many people doing this little quiz and posting them up on their blogs. I thought it was silly yet cute. I'm doing it because Syahriah got my name first. =) Well, see Syah's version here. 3 facts about me : 1) I only stopped drinking milk from milk bottles at K2 2) I carry my pillow around at home 3) I'm afraid of the dark 7 things that (will) scare me: 1) Lizards and other crawling or flying insects (see previous post) 2) Becoming fat. 3) Myself (when I look in the mirror) 4) Bankruptcy 5) Losing someone I love 6) Seeing accidents 7) Men Se7en things I like the most: 1) Usually the 1st one will be handphone. But I'm using a fucked up phone right now. So no hp. It will be my MP3 player. 2) My pillow 3) Nokia 6681 (dream phone) 4) My laptop but provided with unlimited usage of internet 5) Cosmetics 6) Chocolates 7) Money?? (Who doesn't? Do I sound materialistic?) Se7en most important things in my room: 1) My pillow 2) Fan (cos no air con leh and Singapore is damn hot) 3) My cosmetics box 4) Alarm clock 5) Hi-fi set 6) My wardrobe 7) Mirror Se7en random facts about me: 1) I hate being alone 2) Crybaby 3) I'm attached! (Syah's single!) 4) I'm desperate for my Nokia 6681 5) I sing in my shower 6) I have 10 diaries (books, not blog) since pri 4 7) My longest time spent talking on the phone was 8 hours Se7en things I plan to do before I die: 1) Grow old 2) Have many grandchildren 3) Get my Beetle Cabriolet 4) Strike a million dollars in 4D (quite unrealistic ar...) 5) Get rid of all lizards 6) Travel round the world 7) Get a boob job (kidding!) Se7en things I can do: 1) Eat just 1 meal a day 2) Cook 3) Not sleep for 30 hours 4) Talk to myself 5) Watch jap and taiwan dramas the whole day (currently, I'm into 'Prince Turns Into Frog') 6) Play certain musical instruments (I'm musically talented ok?) 7) Sing Se7en things I can't do: 1) Sleep on my belly without having a bad headache the next day 2) Print money 3) Pronounce "s" sometimes (I end up with 'shunday' or 'fujitshu' or 'sooes') 4) Swim 5) Cycle 6) Lie right in your face 7) Make myself grow taller =( Se7en words I say the most: 1) Wah lau 2) Yoohoo 3) Oei! 4) Ok bye 5) Shit! 6) Dammit! 7) Eeeee... Se7en celeb crushes: Image hosted by Photobucket.com 1) Chad Michael Murray Image hosted by Photobucket.com 2) Asthon Kutcher Image hosted by Photobucket.com 3) Tom Cruise Image hosted by Photobucket.com 4) Michael Vartan Image hosted by Photobucket.com 5) Jesse McCartney Image hosted by Photobucket.com 6) Edison Chen Image hosted by Photobucket.com 7) Andy Lau (he's old but attractive) Se7en people I'll love to see doing this: 1) anyone 2) la 3) do 4) already 5) let 6) me 7) know So here is my version of it. Hope you enjoyed the pics.

Thursday, October 13, 2005

The slimy and cold-blooded thing

Note: Not for weak-hearted, people who fear things that crawl (other than babies), people who hate reptiles and those traumatised because of lizards. I will not bear any consequences. . . . Read on if you dare. Muahahahaha! . . . 1 thing that I really hate and fear of is lizards. I've been afraid of them since a baby. I guess I was influenced by my sister when I was still crying in my mother's arms. She used to fear lizards a lot when she was a kid. When she was younger, she lived with my grandmother as it was more convenient to go to school then. So she was telling me how great the extent her fear for lizards was and I found it pretty amusing that I would like to share. Story 1: My sis discovered a disgusting and slimy looking creature

in her room. (Note: As I was searching the net for lizard photos, I almost puked all over my laptop. And there was an ominous feeling inside me that the lizards will just crawl out from my monitor and attack me. I hope no one gets traumatised by this picture though.)

So she went to look for this powerful weapon which my mum used to bring lots of them home or give some to my grandmother to protect us against invasion of scary creatures. My sis then sprayed a whole load of it in her room, hopefully to kill the monster that caused her to eventually sleep in the living room due to the intensive amount of Baygon she sprayed. It was also because the lizard was still in her room that she didn't dare to sleep in there for that fateful night.

I laughed at her when she told me the tragedy. Then the same thing happened on me. Story 2: I always had the habit of wrapping myself up with a towel after my bath then only changing into clothes when I return to my room. To my horror, I saw a terrifying-looking lizard on the wall above my wardrobe looking at me while I change! My heart stopped for a second. Then I quickly got changed and dashed out of my room, crying for help. My dad, being the only person who is unafraid of slimy creatures, came to my rescue. The cunning lizard scurried all over my room, under my bed, across my bedroom floor, trying to find a way out of my garbage room. My dad was trying to capture this intruder with newspaper. All I could do was cry and scream outside my room as I watch him attempt to catch the lizard.

Soon, he gave up. He used the sure-to-work weapon, Baygon, in my room. Quite similar to my sis' story except I wasn't the hero. Finally after a long battle, he came out and told me "the lizard should be dead la." I told him "I don't dare to sleep inside. Help me bring my pillow and blanket and my alarm clock out. I sleep in the living room."

That was my story. Very cowardly in fact. I just have a phobia for lizards. I keep thinking that they are smart creatures. They know how and when to scare you out of your skins. But then again, they may be the victims also since we are much bigger in size.

Whether big or small, I will be equally frightened. Even though I have never touched a lizard, they have touched me before and they just give me a very slimy feeling. They either drop onto my hand or arm or run pass my feet. When such thing happen, I will usually scream, start crying and run away from where I am.

1 more story to share before I end this.

Story 3:

My parents used to leave me home alone when I was still a kid. I learnt to be independent in some ways but never able to handle lizard situations. There was once I was home alone again, spending the time watching tv series at night. I heard the usual 'clicking' noise as I always do since house lizards are common. I never thought that I was so near danger. The damn lizard was just above me, on the ceiling. When I saw it, you can never imagine what went through my mind. I thought I was going to die. Silly thought, I know but the lizard was looking at me and it looked as if it was about to drop on me anytime. I moved quietly away from the sofa, hoping that I wouldn't cause any commotion. The idiotic yet smart lizard followed me. It crawled on the ceiling above me wherever I go! I was helpless. I called my parents and cried to them. My mum was OT-ing and my dad was driving. I even paged my sister (Very long ago story when pagers were the most IN thing. If you owned a handphone, you are bloody rich!). When she called back, she assured me that if I don't disturb the lizard, it will not disturb me. She was so wrong! In the end, I managed to persuade my dad to come home to accompany me until my mum gets home then he can resume his driving.

That's it. No nightmares I hope.

Monday, October 10, 2005

Some help perhaps (Cont'd)

Note: Continued from this post.

This is 1 design that my boy drew out. It's a draft, so it's dull (no color). I told him I wanted my room to be spacious. He drew that platform where my bed can be drawn out from below and above it will be my workplace. But it will cost way too much for the platform to be fixed. It's kinda nice but, ya, the cost. So this is the other design that I liked better (and with colors!). I will have my study table near the window and beside it will be a 2-layered display rack where I can put my books, Hi-Fi and whatever I'm pleased with. The rack will have to be specially made cos 1 side of my wall has a column protruding outwards. It's just part of the design. See the right side of the picture and you understand lah. And my bed will be without a bed-stand. I'm still considering about that. Bed-stand or no bed-stand?

This is another view of the above design. Nice? I know, my cupboard sucks. It's been there since I was born. It's fixed there permanently already. I actually drew the design of my cupboard, but did it wrongly. This just shows that I hardly even look at my cupboard. And that table beside my bed will be my dressing table. And I just love that curvy mirror from Ikea! So curvy and erm, curvy. Nice.

So ya, my room is much more spacious this way cos on the left of this picture, currently I have 3 shelves of encyclopedia. Very useless in my room. Oh, if you noticed, my floor looks shiny hor? My boy drew it to give that effect. Just like new.

I guess my room will need some time before it becomes like the above look. Cos I said I wanted to give my table to my dad right? But he haven't cleared his old table to make way for mine yet! So my room is neither here nor there. Frustrating!

1 more thing. If anyone of you going to IKEA, please sms or call me. I need to get something from there. I wanna get the remote control holder so my remote controls won't be all over my room. Thanks.

Saturday, October 08, 2005

I hope you vanish!

Don't you just hate people who get good grades yet still complain and whine about them? For eg, this particular person gets 5 distinctions and 2 B+ for his exams. He complains openly on his profile saying "I expected AD but I got B+! Argh! Ta ma de! Die la. Noooo... [adds in more vulgarities]" It's so... erm... frustrating, don't you think? Some of us just feel glad to be able to make it, though with not so good grades, but we made it! And unfortunately, some didn't quite make it. So all those insensitive comments about their own good-but-not-good-enough grades make others feel worse! Damn you, insensitive! I hate people like these! I simply envy those people who study hard and get good grades. I admire people who study little and get good grades. For me... I study hard but I don't get good grades. I guess I'm just not cut out to be a scholar. It's not my wish to be a scholar anyway. I've got dreams and goals but being someone smart and outstanding is just not 1 of them. Give me 2 meals a day and sufficient basic needs I'm happy enough. =) Ok anyway, life has been rather boring because I'm still unemployed. I can throw away any hopes of people calling me up for interviews already. Enjoy the holiday and get my room renovated asap. Someone please pray that I will strike lottery soon so I can get my hands on my dream phone. Please.....

Thursday, October 06, 2005

No one knows how much I wanna cry now!

Please give me a few minutes to vent my anger! I just lost a chance on getting this very simple yet pretty piece of metal. But I like it can? Just my kind of phone. Way much better than my current X430. I'm extremely furious ok?

Initially, I searched for Nokia 6681 on Yahoo Auctions a few months back hoping to find some good soul selling it cheaper than the market price. So I stumbled across this Yahoo Auction for Nokia 6681. Apparently, this seller has quite good seller ratings given by his buyers so I thought he would be reliable enough. We are talking about $580 here. And because it's online auctioning, there will always be a certain amount of risks that the said product would be defective or not brand new. I did what most people will do. I waited to see if anyone bidded for it, so if I were to bid, I wouldn't have to bid so high. I know, cheapo right? But don't forget I'm NOT employed! Neither am I a rich kid. I'm just very spoilt that's why I insisted on getting that phone. It's my fetish also what. So, I ended up waiting for days. Till no one bidded for it and the seller had to put it up for auction again and again and again. Actually, I wouldn't be able to bid for it then because I haven't persuaded my mum to get it for me. I just wanted to see if anyone would bid for it. I was afraid that someone will actually buy it sooner or later or the seller isn't very honest about his auction. I posted a question a month ago on his auction page asking if I could see a sample of the phone. No reply. I then emailed him 2 days ago, saying I was interested and asked if I could see the phone before I consider purchasing it. The fucker didn't even reply. Instead I received an auto reply from him saying he's too busy to reply emails and asked me to SMS him instead. So I did. I sms-ed him on the same day. He didn't reply my sms. Now I'm heartbroken! I got back my results which seemed quite ok to my mum, and she thought of rewarding me something. I sort of managed to persuade her to get me the phone, telling her that it's selling at a bloody cheap price of $580. The market price is way above $700, mind you! I then showed my mum the catalog for the phone. She seemed willing to buy it for me, as a reward. I contacted the seller, with high hopes that he would reply. To my surprise, he replied almost instantly. Me: Hi, I msged u a few days back but u didn't reply. I saw u closed the auction for Nokia 6681. Is it still available? Bloody seller: No, it isn't. Fucking irresponsible! He closed the auction WITHOUT anyone bidding for it! CHEATER! What for close the auction when no one bids for it?? Keep it open cos I wanna buy it, you moron! You idiotic bastard, gave me hope then you threw me down from so high above. Damn you!! Wait. I'm not done. I sms-ed him again, asking whether he still has any stocks. He fucking didn't reply!!! What has he got to hide???? ARGH!

I curse this seller to burn in hell!!!! (Joey taught me this.)

Hope didn't give up on me. I managed to find a seller selling it at $590, but unfortunately its a 2nd hand set and there's 1 person bidding for it. The next bid price will be $600. It's still way cheaper than $700+. Then my mum said "Don't buy la! So expensive. Later people bid till $700, $800."

There goes my hope.

Please allow me to bury myself in utter misery and cry my heart out!

Some help perhaps?

Yes, I know exam results will be out in less than 8 hours. I'm nervous. Like very nervous! I can't regret not studying harder or starting earlier with my revision. I can't regret not getting whatever projects done properly. I can't regret not trying to cheat a bit in the paper (kidding!). Because it's all over. Let's just hope everyone passed ya? Ok next topic. I'm on a self-mission to clear my room and renovate it DIY (because it's cheaper). My aim is to get it done before school reopens. But! I don't know which and what to discard from my room. I need to get rid of most things to make more space for my new room. I have
  1. this study table which I hardly even touch (I'm giving it to my dad so he can throw his away. It's falling apart)
  2. a long and short cabinet where I keep all my (old) bags and a few pieces of junk
  3. a standing cabinet (supposedly a display cabinet) which ain't of any use (because I don't need to display anything in my room, maybe except for dust) except to put stuff
  4. 3 shelves-ful of encyclopedia (my mum bought like a dozen sets of them for me and my sis but all ended up as dust-collecting objects)
  5. my bed-stand which I would like to get rid of

I want my room to be extremely spacious. My boy actually designed the interior of my room for me. He had 2 versions of it. Shall post his designs up soon. Wait till I upload them.

Then I realised if I wanted my room to be spacious, I have to really get rid of everything that I don't need. So when I started clearing my room yesterday, I found a whole load of junk (which I'd got rid of already) and some other things that are stuck inbetween "dont-know-to-throw-or-keep" or "cant-bear-to-throw" category.

So how?

Saturday, October 01, 2005

Rachel1: He's the most irresponsible man I've ever seen in my life! Rachel2: Yes, but he's my father. Rachel1: But he never once played a part as a father! Rachel2: He did what. When me and jie were young, he sent us to school. Rachel1: Oh yeah? So what about after that? He stopped sending you guys to school completely. Rachel2: At least he sends my mum to work. Rachel1: That's the fucking least a husband should do! Rachel2: He does care sometimes lah. Rachel1: Bullshit! Since when? Oh... When... Erm... I don't remember a single time he cared for THIS family! Rachel2: He did. Rachel1: When? Rachel2: ... I can't remember. Rachel1: See? I told you. Rachel2: Ok at least he gave me allowance in pri and sec school. Rachel1: What about now? Rachel2: I get it from mum. Rachel1: And why is that so? Rachel2: Dad says he doesn't have money. Rachel1: Ok wait. Let me see. He has money for his cigarettes (3 fucking packets a day), treat his friends (or prostitutes?) to dinner, and go for massages and he says he has no fucking money to give you as allowance? Rachel2: ... Rachel1: How about the PUB bills and insurance for us? Mum pays for EVERYTHING relating to THIS house! He?? He helps PUB earn more money by keeping lights and fans ON for the whole night and also not turning the fire off the stove when the water's boiling. His reason for doing so? He forgot! FUCKING FORGOT! Rachel2: He's old. Maybe he really forgot. Rachel1: He didn't forget his mistresses outside, did he? He didn't forget he has to smoke, did he? These are just little details he has to look after to in THIS house! He can even forget that you are his daughter! Rachel2: I don't know. Rachel1: Who was that stinking bastard that went out and flirted with those maids and even had relationships with them? HE was the BASTARD! The bastard who destroyed this family! The bastard who caused Mum so much hurt! The bastard who made Mum cry in the middle of the night cos she blames herself for all that has happened. The bastard that never once done anything for this family! And who you call this bastard? Your DADDY! Rachel2: He is my father afterall. Rachel1: I feel utterly ashamed of my surname. Rachel2: You have no choice. Rachel1: But mummy has the choice. She can get a divorce. She can let herself get away from all these crap! Then we can be free! Just his signature can determine our freedom! Rachel2: He didn't want to sign the papers. Rachel1: That's because he's fucking guilty of the adultery and he didn't want to admit to it! Shameless! What kind of a man is he?? Ball-less! And he wanted to act pathetic in front of mummy by disagreeing to the divorce so that he can continue living here. That's because if they divorce, he gets a smaller portion of the house. Why? He paid lesser what. Fuck! He really isn't a man! Rachel2: Don't say that. He's my father. Rachel1: 'He's my father' is already an excuse. You hate him! Why don't you admit it? He once said if he dies, he will haunt this family. Fucking childish ok? Rachel2: I really don't know. All my friends tell me I can't hate him. Cos... he's my father. Rachel1: EXCUSE! You're old enough to know what is right and what is wrong. Your friends can't make you choose your destiny. They can't force you to continue living with a monster at home! They can only respect your decision and give you support if you need. I think that's the least they can do since they don't know what exactly happened with this family. He's a selfish bastard! All he thinks is for himself! He'll be more than happy to get divorced. He gets money but no shelter over his head and nobody to wash his clothes. Rachel2: You're right. He can't wash clothes. He can't even hold a broom, and I doubt he even knows how to wash the toilet bowl. Mum has been doing all these for the past 30 years. Oh my God! She's been suffering for 30 years. Rachel1: Ya! What are you thinking now? Rachel2: Dad just scolded me for wasting electricity by watching tv. He also said I'm not working so I shouldn't even be watching tv. Rachel1: BULLSHIT! Who in this world doesn't watch tv? He doesn't even know how to spell Entertainment. E-N-T-E-R-T-A-I-N-M-E-N-T see? I can spell it! Rachel2: Suddenly I feel the only form of entertainment for me is my laptop. But he also blames me for using it for too long. Rachel1: He's just finding things to blame you lah! Ignore him! You have important things to do with your laptop. Let him lead his own caveman life! Rachel2: He raised his voice at me. I wanna leave home. Rachel1: NO! He wins if you leave. Stay to make sure he doesn't cause more harm to this family. Rachel2: I'm tired. I think Mum is too.