This is Damien, his nephew. took tis pic when he was playing. tis is the Before version. scroll down to see the After one.. :)

This is the after version of the above. he went to comb his hair so i could take nice nice... :)

Alvin n mi at the back of his bro's car. stupid faces there!

I dun wan to repeat!!

oh god! i flunk my miec papers. i was so agitated when ppl ask abt my marks. almost cried when mr pon talked to mi.. oh no.. im so afraid i wun even understand a single thing abt miec.. no!!! help mi God...

monday blues

im so full... after eating supper.. instant tom yam noodles -_-"

now chatting online wif some ppl.. quite sian. tmr got lesson at 9am. n some of my clsmates not even going to sch cos tmr's teacher's day eve n they will be going back to their sec sch to celebrate. :( y poly no teacher's day 1?? so unfair.. give the lecturers n tutors a break la!!

i cant rmb wat happened the past few days. so im not writing them down. morning supposed to mit chai fong, effie n nat at 10am to do bstat n i was still slping at 8.30! luckily my mum called to wake mi up. den i washed up n stuff, den left. luckily i wasnt tt late. reached abt 10.05. den mi n chai fong went to find effie at the atrium. i went to buy chicken mayo sandwich n saw these bunch of ang mohs! they r so cute! some were hot! nat came not long after. i told her there were ang mohs den she got so excited. hahaha! after bstat group work, we went for miec lecture... sian!!

anyway, after bstat tutorial, mi, nat, chai fong, effie n syahriah went to sixth ave to eat ice cream! very nice ice cream.. venezia~~.. haha so nice loh.. shud make it an official thingy n weekly.. book the whole place n eat there.. woah~ im dreaming.. sorry..

after ice cream, mi n chai fong went to see puppies. so damn cute... got tis big dog n tis small dog playing wif each other. den they end up fighting n the big 1 spilled the bowl of water. it was the small dog's fault though but the shop ppl scolded the big dog... poor thing :( i wouldnt even bear to scold my dog.. even if i do, i will give it a BIG hug n kiss n sayang it... :) puppies!! love them sooooo much!!

after sixth ave, all went home except mi. went back to sch for jap lessons.. boring.. n the weather's like killing mi! sweat til like shit loh.. lesson was quite fun loh. learn how to serve customers in jap. after jap went to church for RCIA loh. every monday oso lidat... nothn much to tok abt.. tired le.. but im not slping yet.

i miss him so much. if u're reading, pls know tt i miss u alot.. :P cya guys!

1 more day b4 my last paper ends

-=Shoko's here to write again!=- i hate common tests!! we sit in a warehouse to do our tests n gets freezed to half-death... n the tables there suck man. 2 legs out of 4 r retarded.. yucks! threw every single rubbish answer into my CIP paper today. i didnt even buy the tb.. nv even bothered to study.. hope i can make it... juz cant wait to finish my last paper tmr den maybe go for a steamboat or sumthn... so freaking tired... AH!! anyway, im going to bed rather soon i guess... long day.. tmr nsa ct.. eeew.. gdnite peeps...

Alien vs Predator...

-=Shoko's here to write again!=- ok im at his place writing tis blog at tis very moment. waiting for damien to realli fall into a deep slp b4 going for supper. his bro n bro's gf went to watch movie at westmall so alvin dear can use the car later.. i cant wait to eat... so damn hungry.. today went to town to watch AVP. the graphic quite ok, sound not bad n the action was good... but i simply dun like the story.. maybe too boyish for mi.. i would go for something nice n slow... alvin said in Aliens, all aliens will die n always left 1 still alive at the end. den in Predators, 1 will die and the rest will appear at the end.. very true loh... stupid ending loh.. maybe even got part 2.. today quite a tiring day... tis morning, betwn 4am - 7am, i couldnt slp... den when i slept, i had to wake up at 10am.. juz didnt wan to spend too much time sleeping.. need to study real badly!!! common tests r coming!!!! anyway, i realli suck in poly man.. slacked too much til i forgot the purpose of school.. now, im logging off n taking a look on damien.. he's cute but naughty.. hope i wun wake him up.. later chaotic. adieus... sayonara... zai jian... goodbye...

mummies... look at ur boys playing with balls...

effie took tis for us in the mrt.. home sweet home guys... oh ya.. we didnt bathe... yet we stuck so close... haha

early birds get the bed shot!!

tt's my cls photo taken during the chalet.. n tt's Mr Chee on the extreme right.. everyone's so happy.. wonder y im not smiling...

That's natasha trying to 'molest' syahriah. look at her.. haha juz kidding...
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cold cold nite...

-=Shoko's here to write again!=-

its raining outside and the weather's realli cold... i wonder if my darling has covered himself wif the blanket. he's been so tired these few days n his o's r coming. still has to cope wif work in sch.. poor darling.. hope he does well in this retake. Good Luck dear!

hm.. i juz had my supper arnd 2 hrs ago. i had mac. dear drove mi to KAP to buy it. den he sent mi home. he's so sweet.. cant stop smiling when i think of him. oh.. miss him so much... anyway, i've started wif my revision for the upcoming common tests. hope i can do well, maybe pass them.

effie sent mi the chalet photos and gosh! albert's in almost ALL of them.. vain pot.. has single shots of him too... haha anyway, the chalet was realli fun. n the photos were well taken except for 1 which i blinked. n they tot i was slping.. shall post them here for u to see.. c ya!

chalet was fun!! yipee!!

hey ppl! i juz got back from a class chalet which mr chee organised for TT02. he booked 4 days 3 nites n let us have the 3rd n 4th day.. (which was ytd 15/8 n today 16/8) woah~ i met up wif joey, fu ann n albert n went to pasir ris together. in the end, i watched them eat at white sands s.c food court. was meeting chai fong oso. den we went to buy lots of tidbits.. too much.. den we took bus go chalet find the rest. when we got there at 5+pm, mr chee n his family were juz leaving. effie, syahriah, shuyan, hakim n wei han reached already... haha everyone's so excited abt it man... so mr chee actually put mi in charge of the checking out for today. damn! haha den all of us snatched for the bed. took photos n watched tv. den arnd 6+pm we went to start the fire for our bbq. the ladies frm T02 took charge. becos the guys onli know how to entertain themselves with a 'deflated' soccer ball. haha so we placed the charcoals nicely n started the fire. it well quite well at 1st but the aluminium foil caught fire.. so we put out the fire n started again. more n more ppl came.. lemmi see... got chai fong, effie, daniel (effie's *ahem*), syahriah, shu yan, natasha, nat's fren, me, samuel yeo, fu ann, joey, albert, mao lin, hakim, wei han n mr chee.. seriously, i tink tt's abt it. cant realli rmb who already leh.. paiseh ar... the food was great loh. esp the chicken wings tt shu yan marinated with her secret recipe. i ate 5 or 6 of them.. ONLI!!! not enuf leh. not all of us stayed overnite. those who stayed onli got mi, syahriah, nat, nat's fren, effie, daniel, wei han, shu yan n hakim. the rest went home.. :( wonder wat we did?? we slept!! most of us. nat's fren didnt slp cos got no space already. aw.. so bad.. nat n syahriah slept til so nice.. den the rest of us squeeze until no space when hakim got 1 whole bed to himself!!!! some couldnt slp well, like mi... turn here n there. arnd 3 den start to try slping. woke up ao many times. den arnd 7.45am, ppl started waking up... den most of us wan to eat so effie, daniel n nat went to buy BK for us... anyway, we ate n slp, woke up n ate n went back to slp... haha.. at 10.10am, mr chee called me to ask whether we have woke up cos we hav to check out at 10.30pm... den he kept asking who stayed over.. how many tis n tt... haha we were late 15 mins for checking out. but the receptionist didnt say anything.. nat's fren left early in the morning. den shu yan's mum came to pick her up while the 7 of us went to take mrt home. we laughed n joked thruout the mrt journey... den 1 by 1 alighted. when i alighted, jasmine saw mi n waved to mi! so long nv see her! she's becoming so pretty now... hm.. looks like everyone's changing... i accompanied her to buy lunch den we went home together. talked quite alot abt sch n stuff. den she alighted n i continued my journey on the lrt home. now im home typing these stuff n thinking of him.. ytd nite he came to fetch fu ann home. den i was angry wif him over little things.. maybe i couldnt get the attention i wan frm him.. cried over it when he left. we didnt even tok much. syahriah n natasha cheered mi up.. thanks to them! luv ya guys!! anyway, a bowl of bak ku teh is in front of mi n im drinking it up rite after tis... so.... BYE!!

the meaning of boyfriend

can someone tell mi the definition of boyfriend?? is he juz a guy fren who is close to u? a guy who takes care of u for life? a guy u love? a guy who loves u? can someone tell mi the ans pls!!! i hate being in a relationship!!!!!! so far... no one has treated mi like pearl.. i get hurt, verbally n emotionally.. it repeats again n again... guy after guy... its like a cycle u know? some ppl's cycle is getting loved deeper n deeper by a new guy n so on... but mine.. is to get hurt over again n again... i may laugh abt it in front of my frenz or even scold tt guy who once hurt mi... but who the hell knows wat it actually feels inside?????? TELL ME!!!! happy moments + sad moments. i guess im getting more sad ones than happy ones.. cos he simply doesnt bother!!!!!!!! n it hurts!!!!!

1 day after national day

national day's over... juz past about 10 min ago... well, went to uncle's place to eat.. 8 of us squeezed into an old merc of my another uncle.. no one had their butt nicely fitted into the seat except for my uncle (he's driving). den daphne sat on songnian's legs in front, while mi, derrick, my mum, my 2 aunts squeezed at the back.. gosh.. how nice if i had a car on my own... VOLKWAGON BEETLE CONVERTIBLE!!! tt's my dream car!!!!! woah~ cant wait to get my license...

as usual.. we reached n watched tv.. den arnd 5pm had our dinner. we had popiah (we made ourselves), pasta, fried bee hoon, braised duck, chicken wings n some others i cant rmb.. still got cake etc... hm.. all my aunts n uncles cook.. 我们都吃了很多。。。 <-- juz trying out some chi words. it meant we all ate alot..

hm... after tt, all of us catched the NDP on channel 5.. was quite boring leh.. den we changed channels... channel 8 n central all showing NDP loh.. den other channels having news or watsoever... damn! so boring... i was waiting for singapore idol to start.. thank goodness it started after NDP.. mi n my cuz all laughed our heads off at the lemon tree guy!! he was such a doink! but he did succeeded in making us laugh.. n other contestants who were there... some were powerful man! woah~ except the guy who was singing to himself until the TV ppl had to put a note "this is the actual volume. do not adjust ur tv" hahaha tt was real funny.. u see the judges bending forward juz to listen to him... damn...

anyway, after tt, we went str home.. squeezed into my uncle's car again.. actually wanted to call alvin to come pick mi n my mum up but didnt wan to trouble him.. so i forgot abt it... anyway, now channel u showing 十字路口。im going offline le.. gdnite everybody!!

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!!

today is National Day!!

yup.. today is the tomorrow of yesterday, which is national day! yesterday is the eve so today is the actual day... haha im not so enthu abt it but juz nothn to do.. sitting here wait for my mum to get out of the shower so i can shower... we r going to 2nd uncle's place at ivory heights for a family gathering.. great! n my mum wans all of us to wear red n white... yucks!! hahaha..

juz realised tt fu ann lives beside ivory heights, another condo but its nicer... ivory heights got nothn inside 1.. ssh.. dun tell my 2nd aunt.. hahaha anyway, continue tonite abt wat happened.. c ya guys later..!!

today is national day eve!!!

juz got home frm bukit batok st 21. haha.. quite tired cos didnt realli slp properly.. den mum came home showing her angry face.. oops! i've got into trouble again. anyway, last nite went to meet alvin and we went to suntec. i've been eating realli much nowadays, ever since i started sch... gosh.. going out of shape real soon.. went to suntec to eat loh. b4 leave home ate porridge already den go out eat again... haiz..

after eating we wanted to watch The Village but no more seats for the earliest show at 7.10pm! so we didnt wan to watch too late. later no transport to go home. cos he didnt drive oso. so he went walk walk. bought some more things to eat again! den we went back to westmall to watch The Village..

overall the show quite ok.. but its rather diff to understand the story. cos u dunno who is who and wats happening.. haha maybe im a lil slower than others. some parts of the show did freak mi out but overall its ok.. i rate 3 stars upon 5. ok maybe 3 n a half...

tt's the end of the day... haha actually still got but lazy to write it down.. so... sayonara...

tt's mi n alvin.. my dear... he's so cute isnt he?

tt's mi n kaixin at taka mac.. 2 vain pots taking photo.. haha
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long day in sch...

argh!! juz finished my nsa presentation.. all the editing of fonts n background... realli tired.. long day for mi.. damn.. tis morning woke up at 9.30am n took my own sweet time in getting ready. den left home arnd 10.30am n waited for stupid 184 for abt 20 min den when i reached sch, it was abt 11.15am n i was late for ocom lecture... but i juz walked in as if nothn happened. den sat beside joey.. damn weather so hot outside. bloody weather in singapore! yucks! anyway, lecture ended at 12pm. mrs dorothy kwok very good man. i understand everything she says but she's juz too fast.. den we were thinking real hard where to go eat after lect. carol wants to go to the galileo cafe but most of us wanted SIM's 'marche' n watsoever.. den we settled down at the food court in SIM. cos joey wanted to see Wendy from tt01. anyway, 2nd time eat there n i ate the same. tom yam noodles.. love the soup! woah... den hor tt natasha nv go for lect at 11 den she she onli arnd 1+pm i tink. den we went to 'marche' to see her eat her carbonara again.. she's always eating tt... haha... effie oso dunno going crazy over a guy whom we all dunno yet... but i tink its soon tt we shall know.. after nat has eaten, we went back to lt 45 to do our nsa.. gosh our discussion sort of screwed up. everyone was so reliable on chai fong.. den she abit pissed off oso... so sorry ger... but she was fine after i went to tok to her... i felt so bad for making her angry... we attended bstats lect at 3 n mrs lang ended exactly at 5pm!! no early dismissal at all loh... tok so much n act cute even more! cant stand her cuteness loh... after bstats, dudley, from tt01 came to mi n passed mi a letter saying his fren wans to know mi... wth!! hahaha... some guy wif a green cap.. (read it in chi man) haha wats his prob man... den i damn paiseh to even touch the letter tt i passed it to albert. den my frenz all came n asked mi wat happened... damn paiseh loh... felt like i was being mocked at... ah!!!! shit! anyway, shuyan read the letter 1st n she gave a disgusted face... when i read it myself, i wanted to puke!! hahahaha... im not going to write out wats on the letter... its juz gross... mi, chai fong n syahriah went to library to look for nat but couldnt find her there so we went down to atrium to do out nsa. tt was around 5.30pm... n guess wat!?!?!?! we stayed in atrium til 10.30pm!!! 5 hours we did nsa!! damn... hahaha i felt like i was in chalet man... wan eat go buy. wan drink go buy. all so nearby... den alvin oso came down to pei mi do nsa.. actually wanted to give the 2 gers a lift home but they dun wan leh... haiz... so late le... scully.... choy!! anyway, alvin sent mi home loh. i came home n ate instant porridge.. now sit here type tis blog which i've missed the past few days... im going to bed very soon... so... gdnite everyone who's reading... n i dun care whether u're reading it in the day or nite... GDNITE!!!

How does 2 school days and 5 weekends sounds?

I'm like sitting in front of my lappy, waiting to get out of my house to go down to either lido mc cafe or clark quay where Natasha's workplace is. We have a project to work on and tomorrow is the due date I think. Damn... Everything's so last min in poly!! Haha its kinda fun.. I'm so freaking bored! Can't stand sundays. Church n markets... Yucks! Can't wait for the start of the next weekend. Let's start everyday on a friday and ends it with a saturday. So that makes 2 days in a week onli!! No sch n no work! Money juz drops frm the sky n everyone's free of work n stress... Isn't that nice? Why should all of us get so stressed up over sch n work etc... and the thought of always-not-enuf-money-to-spend just keeps popping up in our minds. Anyway, smell my mum's cooking in the kitchen.. at this hour!! Think she's cooking dinner... so... sayonara!